Why did you murder your dream?!

You have been rambling too long in a shade,
Your ignorance was night versus day.
Hundreds of bodies by someone profaned:
But commit them to Earth ain't your way.
Not that you feared, you simply were blind.
They are millions like you in the world.
Oh, dear Jesus, he'd better denied
But he couldn't predict he'd be sold...
...just say...
Why didn't you open your eyes?
Why did you murder your dream
Brighten your life crystal clean?
Gusts of strong wind tore the scarf off your face
And the light hit your eyes like a whip.
It turned out insane tried to rule the whole Race
As the Race were as humble as sheep.
Wide open eyes saw the progress around
And the prey just stood up to a fight.
You didn't care, you played a good clown:
They are millions to come into sight...
...just say...
Why didn't you open your eyes?
Why did you murder your dream
Brighten your life crystal clean?

original by M.Pushkina. Translated by myself

Social or Private/Social and Private

Social OR Private/Social AND Private life.

What is the right answer in terms of an average human being?!

Hm...

It's been a really long absence. But I'm back. Even if no one missed me, it's a good news. To myself anyway. It means my brains are awake and still have some abilities to function. Somehow.
I've recently read that Twitter is a new trend on communication. And all those guys (like me, and you by the way) who still blog are old-fashioned! And it kind of struck me in the head. To become an old-fashioned person without having a chance to even earn a dozen of readers! So now there's a dilemma I'm standing in front of: if there is a sense at all to go on blogging after a couple of months of silence?!
We'll see ;-)

Good Times, Great Memories

Lighthouse, Sweden

Kyrka

Lund

Time Machine

What does it mean I/you/we have time? Or, better, what is it, time? "Time is a component of the measuring system used to sequence events, to compare the durations of events and the intervals between them, and to quantify the motions of objects". Defenition given by Wikipedia. The very first sentence. The more I learn about time the more I understand it's a very complex subject. It can easily form a separate part of philosophy. Or even a separate sience. It's that big. Even bigger.

Fourth dimension. That's what makes me really curious right now. We live in a three dimension space and some theories say time is a fourth one. And obviously we can travel in this 3-D space. No questions about it. So can the "time dimension" be same flexible? What are the real concepts of the machine that can conquer time? Concepts of the time machine?

Wikipedia says it's fictional device. As we all know from the past all fiction sooner or later becomes true. Does it concern our time machine? Honestly I can hardly imagine time travel. I'm being a little bit sceptic. What a mess it could create! The best way I can come up with to describe it is "Back to the future". Remember? Well, I love it, I've seen it for I don't know how many times.

Meeting your pops or grandparents or your "unborn in real life" kids. Or say, to appear in the middle of a battle and get killed. Or eaten by a dinosaur. What then?! I don't know.

The only option I see is human brains. It won't allow to travel deep into the past nor far into the future. A couple of electrodes will be connected to a human's head and here we go. You'll be able to experience your own life all over again, with no opportunity to influence the real life. And it's not going to be a virtual reality. Parts of the brains will be activated in a way you'll be able to touch things, to smell, to taste. Even to talk to people and hear their voices. You won't even know it's not real until disconnected. Also, based on your past, computer will generate a "show" of your future. It' going to be just incredible!

Later on, scientists might discover DNA stores information not only "what it is" but what was going on in the history of this particular DNA as well. And that would be even more impresive. Such data would take us to any point of the past and would give more precise vision of the future...

Digital Bonus

Here's the list of things which are not so important and which we most probably will never find out but which help us stay a little bit kids.

How many leaves are there on a tree?

How many bubbles are there in a loaf of bread?

What is the point when it starts raining? And is there "the first drop"?

How long would it take a diver to reach the Mariana Trench?

Are there limits to sport records?

Who was the first one to say "Mama"?

What are the "build it bigger" limits?

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You Know WHAT IS THIS?

A To-Do List

People always plan stuff. All kinds of stuff. To go to Vegas. To visit parents. To buy a new house or just food for their pets.
I am no exception. And I put stuff on my to-do list. The thing is there are always reasons to leave it for later. "Aah, it's bad times right now. Plus I don't have spare money. In addition there's no mood to do something. And there's nothing wrong with it if I do it later, is there?!"
I keep the situation like that, and the list keeps growing bigger and biiger. But then I know the life keeps going on. It is passing by and I come to get scared of it: there's going to be one day for me to realize my chances are gone, no more time, no more spirit to accomplish things.
On the other hand having all that in mind does not help me to start moving.

Yellow Dwarf

Did you know our Sun will burn out its nuclear fuel in 5 billion years?

I've found it out not so long ago and it made me think: what's next? I understand it is kind of ridiculous to think billions of years ahead. Human as a species itself exists for only around one hundred years. But still. To me it's a little bit weird to realize our home, this peice of cosmos art will come to extinguishing one day and there is nothing to do about it. Simply to take it as it is.

It is also known by now that life on Earth exist for around 4.6 billion years. It means our planet is a half way right now. So if something terrible happens, some kind of a global catasrophe and we don't survive... The good thing is Mother Nature with its Father Evolution will have one more chance. And who knows what might be next "homo sapiens"?! If it's all about the evolution it is logical to assume that say a bear has a chance to be smart, or some reptile. We have a talking reptile "messiah" on TV and in another 4 billion years from now it'll be real.

No chance to hide

To run, run boy, no chance to hide.
To see the world you need to glide.

When wings are weak and wind just stops
It's likely pleasure to the mobs.

No time for tears but to fight,
You'll know reasons for this flight.

Somebody says: for you - no more?!
Then others' voice: you've seen no war...

Celebrate America

Happy Birthday! Independent Independence Day!

Kissimmee, Fl

Baby talk

I'm trying to imagine the moment I was born. "Imagine" because I cannot remember it. But they say there are ways. Through a meditation for example. Takes time and efforts. I never did it and to be honest I'm a litle bit sceptical about the thing but I'd like to experience it one day. When I have enough will to force myself doing something.

Anyways, baby talk is supposed to be about babies, not myself. What I was really thinking is how amazing they are. I mean everybody loves them, everybody admires them. The way they react: couple weeks since birth and they cry, they smile.

But... Have you ever paid attention to the fact they smile while sleeping?! I keep wondering what do they see in their dreams?! And these moments I'd like to recollect in my mind indeed.

47 minutes

Today I've been to a local DMV office, to pay the reinstatement fee to get my license back. I paid my fines on the due date and because of that I was suspended. I had to do that the day before I was due. So I went there, and what I saw was nothing unusual. A huge amount of people dealing with their own license issues. A line. So, I got my number and took a seat. 47 minutes. That's the exact quantity of time I spent over there to get my chance to give up my money. I'm not using "to pay" for when you pay you're getting something back. And I wasn't. Instead: boom, here's your chair!
There are couple more places which are ready to see you waiting to get the service.
The House of Courts (judges are always late!)
USPS (monopoly?!)
Emergency room (there was this child I remember. He had his arm broken. He was waiting almost 3 hours for his turn)
Are there more that offer a line before the service?
Are all of them government-ruled?
Do they use their monopoly position?

What is love?!

What is love? What love is? Is it something real? Something that exists? Or it is a human illusion? Mistake?

(Does it really matter if you are with someone you love and who loves you? Or it can work one way? Or no way at all? I know some people (and I guess there are quite few of them) who's principle is "better whatever than nothing". They're so much scared of loneliness they don't care about lots of things. "That's the one". Is it some type of love too?)

Feeling? Relationship? Memory? Respect? Sex? Partnership? Existance? Care? Communication? Understanding? Silence? Dream? Dreams? Escape? Marriage? Search? Fear? Victory? Wishes? Lust? Company? Campaign? Destiny? Questions? Answer?

(The list is in its original-paper order)

Joy? Disappointment? Future? Kingdom? Expectations? Beauty? Knoweledge? Power? Weakness? Nature? Sickness? Virus? Control? Share? Equlibrium? High? Blindness? Peace? Goal?

(There is this couple. My roommates. The guy is nice and caring. She is, well, kind of a bitch. She is using him and he knows about it. He works 18 hours a day so that she wouldn't have to work hard but she ignores it and publicly humiliates him. Despite everything they are together)

War? Game? Space? Romance? Mind? Adventure? Miracle? Dating? Trust? Faith? Support? Honor? Friendship? Luck? Drugs? Cure? Madness? Breath? Air? Extreme? Dedication? Sacrifice?

(Some people say that love is a hard work. In order to get along well you need to listen and to talk)

Mistery? Passion? Happiness? Destination? Necessity? Temptation? Instinct?



Lyrics | Haddaway - What Is Love? lyrics

by www.WhiteHouseWall.com

He was...

Somebody died. A man. THE MAN!
But summer goes on...
I'm not a "His fan",
My name is Noname. And his name's FOREVER.
He suffered but changed.
His troubles - arranged.
Don't try to obbey.
What else could one say?!
That
He was...
That
He is...
That he'll be...

Sweet Dreams

How many of you, ladies and gentlemen, have dreams? And what are they about? Would you like to share with us?

I use "we" in articles. I want to explain. "We" is actually me. Myself and my hopes and believes, sympathies and hates, principles and weaknesses. And DREAMS! They are a part of myself thus they are alive.

Definition by Wikipedia.org: "Daydreaming was long held in disrepute in society and was associated with laziness. In the late 1800s, Toni Nelson argued that some daydreams with grandiose fantasies are self-gratifying attempts at "wish fulfillment". In the 1950s, some educational psychologists warned parents not to let their children daydream, for fear that the children may be sucked into "neurosis and even psychosis".

Someone dreams to promote his music band and to make it famous and popular. Or to establish his own web-design studio where he can be on his own path. Someone dreams to help his family and parents live life he thinks they deserve. Or to become a poet or writer and to spread his ideas all over the world. Do these dreams deserve existing?

Dream is a motivation to work, to help, to choose, sometimes to lie, to love and to be loved by someone. Dreams make people alive! If you don't have a dream you are like a tree. You get water when it rains. You are moving when it's windy. You are happy when the sun is shining. And you are down when someone thinks you are of no more use!!! That's exactly what we don't want to happen to us. We DO NOT want to be trees. We're just young people who have dreams. And we want them to come true. And this wall has been created in order to tell you about it. And to hear from you! Do you have dreams?


To start and finish a damn expensive education to become a real person. NOT so that one could ask: "What's the highest level of education you have?"and you could proudly answer: "Graduated from ...bla-bla-bla". BUT because you want to. Does this one deserve existing?

Or flying? How many of you have ever dreamed of flying? Flying like an eagle... Do you think it's possible? My answer is: absolutely! Have you heard of hang gliding? That is actually one of my personal and most desired one.

So, what do you think? Give us some ideas!

by www.WhiteHouseWall.com